lets wave bye to 2011, and HELLO 2012 :D

a recap of the major happenings in my life:

ended by 3 years of poly life in NP !!!! everyone working towards their individual goals in life.

celebrated zhiyong 's 21st! :) [the first in our clique to turn legal]

my first graduation overseas trip with friends!♥♥ yes WITHOUT parents :D

the first time we three stay out tgt to watch sunrise ^^ [ignore the purpose of volunteering haha]

finally our graduation ceremony! *yippie, jumps in glee*

saying goodbye to the malaya railway....

mahjulah singapura with bff ♥!

our annual meetup with janice!! WELCOME BACK!

in between, one by one of my guy friends headed to serve the nation.. miss their gossips and crapiness :/ but oh wells, WE WILL BE BACK AS ONE soon ♥♥

before this year ends, santa has been really good to me to give me an early present in september!

happy me + happy you = happy us! ♥♥♥♥

HAPPIE NEW YEAR PEEPS! so excited for the countdown tmr!

oh before i forgot,

happie birthday daddy! am glad to be a daddy's girl! LOVE YOU!

came across this site on different sweet short stories (:

girls are just like this, a simple action or sentence can make her smile the entire day ^.^

下车时导游小姐说：“请带好您的贵重物品。”
他拉着我的手说：“快走，贵重物品。”

她送他出国，说：我等你到25岁。
他暗暗心痛，原来她给的爱有限期。
5年后，他收到一封信：今天我25岁！
他紧紧捏着信，决定埋葬这段感情。
1年后，他带着漂亮的女朋友回国，本想在她面前炫耀，然而看到的却是块冰冷的墓碑。
她的墓志铭：我永远只有25岁，这样…我就可以一直一直等你。

他说他很爱我，可是每次出去吃饭都要让我等半个钟才到。 每次去的还是同一间餐厅，终于我再也忍不住等待我提出了分手，他低着头说了句：“对不起每次让你等那么久…” 一天我回到了我们吃饭的餐厅发现味道变了，我问老板为什么？老板说以前有个男的总爱来这亲自为女友下厨...

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. though i know i kinda screwed most of them... but oh wells, at least i took the courage to go for it LOL! (what an excuse totally)

year's coming to an end!!! white christmas and countdown party just around the corner WHEE!! cant wait to party with my love ones (:

the best things that happened this year will definitely be my 'newly renovated homie', getting to know my boyf and the same lot of besties (bff, fang, serene, qihui and wilson) who stayed by me during my saddest moments - listening to my grumbles and sorrows..

i've been a good girl, mr santa claus ... so prezzies please :D

just totally need to vent somewhere...

how can someone character change so much over the years? why cant you feel sorry for what you've done? can i still trust the words you told me previously? you took the first step to 'leave' the clique somehow. what can i do? how do i face you next time? everything's gonna be so awkward somehow.

parents really don't know how to see my mood sometimes. i'm alr so pek chek at certain things. they still come and bother me with other issues. why are they so selfish in their own way! why can they always help their friends but not mine? so damm fcuk-up. good now cold war. i shall see how long this will last.

if they themselves want me to be a gracious young lady, pls set an example yourself.

ARGH. life really sucks man. friendships, family and studies. mock is coming up, i shall geared up my determination starting from today!!!

ahh... stressed-up bear. so awesomely cute.

ribbons is my weakness.

indeed.

HAHA!!!

if singapore has such a place where you can take a stroll with your loved one amongst the roses....

pretty colours!

i will totally melt under such pretty snowflakes.

say HI to pooh :)

happy 11.11.11 (:

am so gonna mug hard for my half mock in dec!!!! but there's so many stuff i wanna do too :( temptations vs reality. oh wells. i have self- discipline all the while. [trying to tell myself this]

make a wish, it'll come true if you truly believe in it.

i love swings!

nom nom...

i remember i got for jess this when i was in kl! :D

just for you.

who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?

my childhood game :D

poof! off i go to make a silent wish!

its been awhile since i last touch this space. many things happened to both friends around me as well as myself. (of course there're happy and emo stuff)

i would say, these are part and parcel of life. i may think too much at times, but there's definitely a reason that lead me thinking too much..

tumblr's pictures never fails to cheer me up.

one day i'm definitely landing my foot in paris :)

accessories are a girl's bestfriend.

such a cranky doggie.

who's my sunshine now?

yeah, indeed.

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on a side note, bestie, zhiyong and russell will be serving the nation this wk :/ kinda emo about it.. lesser times to crap, rant my sadness and gossip with.. hope we can alw still meetup like before!! even if i were to travel to other part for you :D take care and keep in touchie! ♥

just a random thought of how lucky and happy i am now :)

thankyou rachel for my gossip girlfriend and being one of the planner for my twentieth ♥

to dancing feet: thankyou for everything :D i miss the times we slept together *oops*

xoxo, teddy-lover

boyboy bestie, thankyou for making an effort for the present. ♥ i really love it and you know i mean it :) gossips ftw too!

army boy! so proud of you! glad to see how u progress and pulled through bmt :D

not the complete clique attendance but i guess the full love and wishes have arrived that day ♥

and not forgetting, my rsm khakis! let's have more meetups!!

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fangfang, when's our food date gonna resume! you ditch me for quite long alr ok!

thankyou boyf for yesterday ♥♥ ILYVM.

my most happening week is over! its really happening with birthday celebrations here and there, gotten my first roller coaster ride up there in uss, crashing into a lamp-post while driving, caught the first fireworks (in a way) with boyf :D

let's start with the actual day - 4 oct!

since its a tues = audit class argh... sians~ but had to drag myself out no matter what. then had an impromptu lunch with bff. settled down in brozeit (and we kinda crack the wireless password in that shop!)

the cream of veggie soup was ok... (taste a little like curry) and the pizza was so hard to consume! bad choice... we both had a hard time swallowing and finishing the food.. then we went around window shopping.. proud to say i went in h&m for the third time without getting anything ^^

into the night... celebrated with family with the green tea cake mommy bought from icing room.

[pardon us all in our home clothes]

the next day - 5 oct *excited* the day we stepped our foot into USS! and came out with a shagged body, jelly legs and bruises all over -.-"

we were practically running here and there like mad chasing aft those celebrities to take photos with.. ohhhh and i took a pic with GLORIAAAA and the penguins and kungfu panda! there were so uber cute and cuddly....

and i swear that i'm not gonna take any roller coaster rides in the near future... the human vs cyclon ride really puts me off till now... i still totally can feel the uneasy feeling of myself flying out of my seat when the roller coaster goes down all the way in high speed. (i wonder how can someone have the courage to commit suicide LOL! so freaking scary)

thankyou babe! its a fun fun day out! heart-felt words are left in the sms i sent you :)

7 oct - the day i crashed into a lamp-post while onto my 22nd lesson of driving! long long story, but oh wells. shall be forgotten soon, and i hope i can overcome the fear... nonetheless, its my sotong fang bday!!! girl, now you're as old as me!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHA! this yr bday might not be that grand for you, but i hope you'll stay strong and know that you're alw not alone in those unfortunate situations. you have us :) cheers to our sotong-ship! and IMY! :D HAPPIE BIRTHDAY!

8 oct was another eventful day with wilson's pop in the morning, meeting lots of familiar faces in the parade and belated celebration with boyf ♥

proud to be able to attend wilson's pop! its great seeing how he has really enjoyed his days in ns, forging lots die-hard buddies! and a shock that one of them actually was my kindergarten friend (turned out to be just a joke -.-) once again, grats to all my friends who pop yesterday!!!

celebration with boyf was great! caught friends with benefits and then dinner at modestos serving traditional italian food! oh wells, the appetizer was yummy, but the pasta was simply so-so.... :/ oh wells, what matters was the company i had with right? :D

now becko has a new best friend! so uber kawaii melody with the iphone case! now i'm looking forward to get my iphone white! :D thanks dear for everything (not just yesterday, but rather all the time spent so far since day 1) though there are times where we 'quarrelled' now and then, i'm glad it brings us closer all the time. and remember the promise you've made! ILY! :) - i know you'll be reading this.

nail chipped :/ oh god. oh wells, shall let it grow again...

will only be heading out 3 times a week from next week onwards. (each reserve for boyf, BFFs and poly clique) cause promised boyf gonna work hard and study cum revision so that my final exams i can at least attain a B grade (2nd upper hons) - its tough lor... but i shall try..

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hmmm, i'm not sure if i'm too sensitive or what... but i feel that you aint happy for me at all? you're no longer the same as before. you hang out lesser with me.... you no longer share secrets and xin shi with me.... you're just not yourself anymore.

if you have not realised this side of you, i wish i could tell you right now. perhaps you didnt realised the stuff you recently said, but... let me tell you how much it aches and hurt me. you might not mean it literally, but i took it seriously.

i'm not sure whats wrong with you, but i still wish you're still that you... the girlfriend that holds that important place at the edge of my heart.

this is the first time i took up the courage to tell our parents about each of us and how we're serious in this relationship. am so happy when mommy's happy for me too :) however, she told me to keep daddy in the dark until when i'm ready to bring him home.. which i prolly think he'll get another heart shock by then HAHA. but oh wells, at least i don't have to hide anything frm mommy now, feels so much better...

i'm indeed a happier girl now..we have just too much in common that sometimes makes me wonder "perhaps he's that one person for me..." i've never cuddle so much and cling onto someone, worrying that he will leave me... perhaps this is what they called "幸福的滋味" :D

on a side note, i'm meeting my beloved girlfriends tomorrow for our mid-autumn fest celebration!! HAPPIE MAX! i miss them soooooooooo much :( cause some idiotto keep ditching me! (hehe i know you'll be reading this)

tell me what's this frigging nonsense in my life. if that's how you measure the friendship, i'm so hurt.

i frigging dun understand why are there such fake people in this world? don't they feel tired pretending someone who isn't them? why are they so superficial in their actions?

i'm so glad i have friends who support me like they always do (:

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this morning a very cute convo happened:

parents were talking loudly in the living room while i'm still in bed.

mommy: 你讲话那么大声，等下你的宝贝有要骂你了。

me: 吵死人啊！！！

daddy: 哇！真的 lehh..

mommy walked into my room, tucked me in bed again... then said: 小公主。乖啦，等下我骂爸爸ok?

HAHA so cute right. love waking up to such sundays :)

and you know my neighbour called me 宝贝! LOL. frigging funny but feel loved.

had one of the best hari raya this year (: met up with clique (ok, part of the clique) for a bowling session, lunch and there we go in sentosa tanjong beach! ^^ supposed to suntan.. but ohwell, weather's been really down these days. guess its crying for me HAHA.

came up with a rule from chunhui - losers treat lunch! end up chunhui and i lost (as usual) with the two professionals what to do.... but fun time spent is more important!

lunch o lunch~~ stefanny joined in! :)

off we go sitting on the tram and squeezing with the crowd to tanjong beach! psst: sentosa's toilet is really much much cleaner and conducive compared to east coast parks!

original plan was to head to upp thomson for our best cripsy prata - but god damm it was closed!!! so had to resort to longhouse~~ even if just a couple of us came, still its an enjoyable day!

afterall, i no longer hold any hopes for certain people...no matter how unhappy and pissed i gonna be, nobody will spare a thought for others. . so i wont too make much effort knowing your life.

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yesterday was one of the craziest night. i still prefer zouk to butter fact.. at least i get to sit down! and definitely its much bigger compared. (though still freaking sweating from the crowd while dancing) met a few good old friends and of course new friends! love the fact where you go there in one whole big grp and you know that you'll always be in good hands with those guy friends around you.

cute guys spotted here and there. but since its a school event,everyone's pretty decent. on a side note, something unexpected took place. admire his courage though~ but my stamina really dropped sia, drank one jug of vodka cranberry only, hangover until today HAHA. happy night though :D

yeah man! i did my first own french manicure :) nice not nice not?? i feel that its so prettyyy!

pink + white tip = <3

simple yet sweety. will blog soon abt the sentosa cum bowling and finding for best crispy prata-but was closed outing :D