Everything seems to be crumpling down.. Friendships, studies, work. I lost the passion I used to have in work. I start to slack a little. My KPI seems to have dropped slightly. 

Studies not on the right track, behind schedule.. Too slow a pace for revision, or rather I have yet to start. Neither did I play a lot too... I just haven master the skill of juggling work n studies :( 

Friendships. Apart. Gone. The ones who were once closest slipped away. Treasuring the ones who stood by me till now. 

I yearn for a hug, a concern and a shoulder to lean on... One thing bf taught me was never bring unhappiness from work home... Well, I know. So I cry silently, didn't want daddy & mommy to worry. I know they dote me a lot.. Especially miss the times we get to spend a lot lot moments together. Can't wait for the family trip in oct, where we can all escape frm work a little, and relax ourselves. 

Thankyou bf for teaching me the hard way so I'm a stronger girl in working society now. If I'm the old self, I should have alr collapse right now. 

Blessed for what I have still.