tumblr still has the most beautiful photos :) they never fail to cheer me on. 

Sometimes I wonder who still read this space of mine? At the same time wishing that no one else still reads it so that I can rant all my unhappiness here.... And no one will ever ever finds out.

Anyway, I've turned twenty-one. Hopefully I'll have time to blog abt it soon :)

on 27 May 2012, my grandpa left our family. indeed, i have to admit i dont have much sweet memories of him except for his fierceness and biasness towards grandsons and other grandchildren whom he dote alot on. he is the complete opposite of grandma.. he might not have love me as much as others, but i chose to take the things he did for me as an act of love from him.

because of me, he fell down twice and had stitches on his head. because of me, he had to spend lesser time playing chess with his friends downstairs just to take care of me. because of me, he pick me up from school almost everyday in the evening. because of me, he quarrelled alot with grandma. and the list goes on.....

there are happy memories too... he used to buy back my favourite durians when parents are not at home, and we three will enjoy it among ourselves.. he used to carry the 10kg bag of rice over his shoulder back home every week. he used to take bus everyday out just to meet his friends. he used to cook super yummy noodle soup for me after i'm home from school. he used to call me ah ling loudly at home whenever he couldnt find me... so many and many...

i cannot say he didnt love me, cause i know he did.

a small regret for myself was i did not apologise to him personally even up till he's gone... i said in my heart, hoping that he could hear what i say...

thankyou ah gong.... whether you accept my apology or not. what's important is i know now you are staying together with ah ma once again. 你在我的人生里留下很多美丽的回忆。以前你所担心的，不必再操心了。

阿公，一路走好......

FINALLY DONE WITH EXAMS! ITS HELL SERIOUSLY... but i survived oh wells :D
back-track to the month of april! its a very important month in my mini clique cos its besties birthdays!!!! so the planner will be fang fang and me me! hahaha! and our theme this year is a little diff since we have to take into consideration its their 21st!!!! decided to go on a cosy and memorable day for them! so fang planned dinner and me for the after dinner surprise!

first stop of the evening:

second stop: smith street for our calamari photoshoot ^^

choose hot pink as background cos we are filled with love and passion for one another HAHAHA! MMUACKKKSSS.

third stop: princessy cafe for us to chill out @ann siang hilll

pictures speak a thousand words, so let them do the talking! anyway glad that our plan all work well and smoothly with each other planning and research. (ok la i admit fang did 80% research HAHA) i was busy lor LOLL! :x thankew fang fang!!!! alw feel so safe with her around.. shes like my mama~~ :D

upcoming plans in june:
-acca invigilation
-par-tor with boyf <3
-my very own bday party plans
-overdue presents for friends
-get a part time job
-get all the admin work for transfer to SIM done properly
-outing with cliques
-EXERCISE WITH exercise besties haha!
-MAHJONGGGG
-polish up driving skills (did i say i failed for the second time DAMN)
-HARRY POTTER EXHIBIT WITH FANG *crucioooooo~*

currently these are on the lists... adding on....

oh yeah~ i'm back from first getaway - PENANG.

my sleeping buddy :D my mom called him the creature with aids -.-

I LOVE SWINGS alot alot.... its hard to find one in singapore nowadays :/

piggy!

daddy wo ai ni!

mommy wo geng ai ni~~ [OOPS]

She is my evil Sotong twin and I love her to bits :)

february's been a really joyous month! filled with friends 21st and many many activities!

fab feb - our yearly affair! this time with three new members: our boyfriends and hannah :)

munching all along with this yummy snack!

猜猜我是谁..... my wayang boyf! HAHA! thank you darling for helping me out the whole day!

cutie pie! miss you!

jonathan with willy!

the chiobu's! :D

to those who make an effort to come for this yearly gathering - BIG THANK YOU! HUGS MUCH. for those who gave it a miss with valid reasons - you are forgiven! haha but catch up soon i miss u! (especially serene 姐姐 and fangfang 妹妹 ) HAHAHA!

18 feb - twinnies 21st @ bukit panjang park BBQ!

happy birthday twins!

19 feb - farewel to stefanny!!!!! :(

i'm missing you but happy with your unexpected call :D

one happy family (if you get what i mean)

thankew russ for the rides and udders ^^

21 feb - kaixian's birthday!

so pretty cupcakes!

23 feb - underway cocktail party @ changi naval base

its really an eye opener visiting the mess centre! seeing the vessels and beautiful scenery that wilson usually talks about (though i miss the sunset) at this point of time, wilson must be out on the sea haha! thanks for the invitation, i'm sure bff and i had lots fun! and its that night that i learnt those are not helicopters but satellites O-M-G.

take care buddy!

25 feb - rsm meetup!