nail chipped :/ oh god. oh wells, shall let it grow again...

will only be heading out 3 times a week from next week onwards. (each reserve for boyf, BFFs and poly clique) cause promised boyf gonna work hard and study cum revision so that my final exams i can at least attain a B grade (2nd upper hons) - its tough lor... but i shall try..

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hmmm, i'm not sure if i'm too sensitive or what... but i feel that you aint happy for me at all? you're no longer the same as before. you hang out lesser with me.... you no longer share secrets and xin shi with me.... you're just not yourself anymore.

if you have not realised this side of you, i wish i could tell you right now. perhaps you didnt realised the stuff you recently said, but... let me tell you how much it aches and hurt me. you might not mean it literally, but i took it seriously.

i'm not sure whats wrong with you, but i still wish you're still that you... the girlfriend that holds that important place at the edge of my heart.

this is the first time i took up the courage to tell our parents about each of us and how we're serious in this relationship. am so happy when mommy's happy for me too :) however, she told me to keep daddy in the dark until when i'm ready to bring him home.. which i prolly think he'll get another heart shock by then HAHA. but oh wells, at least i don't have to hide anything frm mommy now, feels so much better...

i'm indeed a happier girl now..we have just too much in common that sometimes makes me wonder "perhaps he's that one person for me..." i've never cuddle so much and cling onto someone, worrying that he will leave me... perhaps this is what they called "幸福的滋味" :D

on a side note, i'm meeting my beloved girlfriends tomorrow for our mid-autumn fest celebration!! HAPPIE MAX! i miss them soooooooooo much :( cause some idiotto keep ditching me! (hehe i know you'll be reading this)

tell me what's this frigging nonsense in my life. if that's how you measure the friendship, i'm so hurt.

i frigging dun understand why are there such fake people in this world? don't they feel tired pretending someone who isn't them? why are they so superficial in their actions?

i'm so glad i have friends who support me like they always do (:

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this morning a very cute convo happened:

parents were talking loudly in the living room while i'm still in bed.

mommy: 你讲话那么大声，等下你的宝贝有要骂你了。

me: 吵死人啊！！！

daddy: 哇！真的 lehh..

mommy walked into my room, tucked me in bed again... then said: 小公主。乖啦，等下我骂爸爸ok?

HAHA so cute right. love waking up to such sundays :)

and you know my neighbour called me 宝贝! LOL. frigging funny but feel loved.

had one of the best hari raya this year (: met up with clique (ok, part of the clique) for a bowling session, lunch and there we go in sentosa tanjong beach! ^^ supposed to suntan.. but ohwell, weather's been really down these days. guess its crying for me HAHA.

came up with a rule from chunhui - losers treat lunch! end up chunhui and i lost (as usual) with the two professionals what to do.... but fun time spent is more important!

lunch o lunch~~ stefanny joined in! :)

off we go sitting on the tram and squeezing with the crowd to tanjong beach! psst: sentosa's toilet is really much much cleaner and conducive compared to east coast parks!

original plan was to head to upp thomson for our best cripsy prata - but god damm it was closed!!! so had to resort to longhouse~~ even if just a couple of us came, still its an enjoyable day!

afterall, i no longer hold any hopes for certain people...no matter how unhappy and pissed i gonna be, nobody will spare a thought for others. . so i wont too make much effort knowing your life.

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yesterday was one of the craziest night. i still prefer zouk to butter fact.. at least i get to sit down! and definitely its much bigger compared. (though still freaking sweating from the crowd while dancing) met a few good old friends and of course new friends! love the fact where you go there in one whole big grp and you know that you'll always be in good hands with those guy friends around you.

cute guys spotted here and there. but since its a school event,everyone's pretty decent. on a side note, something unexpected took place. admire his courage though~ but my stamina really dropped sia, drank one jug of vodka cranberry only, hangover until today HAHA. happy night though :D