这几天, 感触很多...

总觉得曾经属于我的已经不再是我的了 ):

也许是独生女的关系,所以非常渴望有哥哥姐姐的疼爱,把他们对我的爱护当作理所当然, 现在的我想要回到当时,却已经是不可能了....他们各个都已拥有自己的家庭..世界里不可能只围绕着我了..或许这就是成长的过程吧..常常告诉自己要学会看开点,可始终还是办不到。这应该就是人们心理上的矛盾吧。

但听到外甥女喊了我一声“阿姨”，还真的有幸福的感觉 (:

这应该就是妈咪常说的 -- 幸福的滋味....

pasir ris park with serene & cf (:

its a happy day becos:
- nice weather
- we get to sit swings!!!! and the qiao qiao ban after so many yrs. i was on top all the while haha cos i very light ma..
- we arrived safety there.. [walked thru this wu lu wu lu place]
- we get to sit on the rocks and eat ice cream haha..
- nice sea view
- succeeded walking thru maze garden
- managed to buy gift for dad&mom n belated xmas gifts.
- ate delicious lunch plus dinner

most importantly i got great buddies who acocmpany me the whole day even though they got work early in the morning tmr!!!!!!!!


botak trees LOL


the pathway @ maze garden


finally the beach we long waited for...


wad's opposite?


nice weather (:


the wu lu wu lu place...


all swamps.. and got mangroves, crabs.. YUCKS.


the birdwatching tower =D


on the tower..

SOBS. gonna get a big scolding from mom lo. cos my hp bill this month is like $64+++ thanks to this dunno wad mobile data thingy which cost 20 plus. i think that is the internet thingy. that day lor, was browsing web using hp, last time dun need pay xtra de weird this mth suddenly need to pay so much ): shall pay it myself, dun wan add burden to parents ...

got this really cute xmas gift from fren. its a hello kitty musical coin bank from hk. once u put money in, it will start to play a melody (: quite cool.. haha. [serene, your fav!!!]

another one from sis. its a blue fluffy sheep .. very adorable (:

the rest shall open another day. heehee..

anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

met hl at serangoon mrt 4.15pm... but i was late haha and for the first time this month miss late is EARLY! congrats..

went far east for xmas shopping LOL and to see orchard xmas deco... nicer than last yr i think.

we walked into this really nice and grand hotel cum duty free shop ... theres this really nice staircase (: met huizhen and fren after that.. ate long john silver YUMMY!!!! actually thought wont be full cos the share looks rather small.. but i was full surprisingly haha. [now abit hungry though]

they then walked with us to this fashion -.- hl n i went trying clothes for awhile hee hee..

okie shall let the pictures do the toking instead .. tired.




the gallery at the hotel


lings (:


swirling staircase...


the top =D


the hour glass!


marriot hotel


xmas deco@orchard.

went compass pt with hl mainly to get this xmas giftthat dad supposed to buy for his colleague for their exchange gifts party -.-

miss late is LATE again haiz.... so kena punished by me hahaha... sit mrt back with me instead of taking bus, who knows it was raining so poor miss late gotta stay in hougang mall library for like hours..... waiting fo rthe rain to stop LOL. paiseh eh.

wed gg to raffles country club which is like at TUAS!!!!! OMG.. long story la. anyway the dress code is like smart casual haiz, haven decide wad to wear (:

both hl and i quite crazy abt korean these days....hahaha.

saturday:


went celebrating sis's birthday with her (: both of us were early for the first time HAHA. met at city hall, then wlak the link to suntec. we ate at this jap restaurant!!! but ordered too much, so in the end hee hee cant finish the grilled chicken. oops. but the food were yummy! furthermore, we were sitting in front of the sushi chef haha, so could see exactly how he made all those sushi (: the way he skin the salmon, grilling, how he deco the whole dish with a small little fish... WOW, its indeed very enriching for me eh!


then went shopping lo...was toking to sis abt serene working in bk fest which is like upstairs HAHA, then immediately serene appeared in front of me la! so qiao....i thought i dreaming lor. she's at counter 18 LOL, she said until so loud, everyone can hear -.- but i probably visiting her next wkend.


went on to marina square after that. saw a LONG LONG queue and realised they were queuing for the luo zhi xiang autograph thingy i think.. cos he coming at 6.30pm if not wrong. when we were at the 2nd floor, we hear lotsa screams and we knew cfm is luo zhi xiang come liao hahaha. we also went to peep a little la heehee.


finally managed to find dad birthday gift!!! very cute de (: sis bought lotsa things for me too... a sweater, necklace from chomel, and she gave me a xmas gift too! but cant open till 26th ):


actually wanted to catch movie, but realised all not very nice leh and i dun feel like watching haha. shopping is good, exercising legs (: whee... ate HK wanton mee at the hk cafe [heartland mall got one too, but din eat b4]... quite nice la, not too bad... the one at marina was really crowded that we had to wait for a long time for our bill -.-


on our way home, pass by junction 8 which was having midnight shopping ytd! so many many ppl that we had to squeeze in.... but all the vcds were really cheap. korean shows onli 8 dollars! its like WOW...


had a long day.. really tired.. mom chatted with sis for a LONG time... tsk tsk. even opened wine for her to drink la. and we were eating the choco that dad brought from england. some contian wine and champange so mom and sis ate all of those!!!!!!!! so unfair la ):

anw ytd was really GREAT!


today:

this morning woke up already had a row with dad. cos ytd i slept ard 2 plus, so thinking mayb the next morning i shall sleep till 1pm... 'thanks' to dad. i woke up at 12 super sleepy la! early in the morning ard 10 dad already on the radio until so loud [and most imptly my room door is opened] then ard 11 plus, dad came in and on tv.... i was so angry. dad was asking me to wake up, but i was really tired and the radio outside was still on la. cannot stand it anymore, woke up, brush my teeth...

CANT THEY LET ME SLEEP A LITTLE LONGER!? rahhhhh...

congrats frens who successfully got in the jc they wanted for pae (:

woke up rather early this morning.. went out with mom. thank god, mom is fine =D we were all so worried, so went with her to see the women's specialist! cos parents were worried that mom pregnant.. so they asked me ytd night, wad happens if i got a sibling now?

my reply was NO WAY! heehee yes its always my wish to have a sibling to accompany me, but i wanted an older one, not younger than me de :P and most importantly, parents also dun wan la, cos old liao, still haf baby its like er er ...

anw the good news is, mom's fine! she was so happy when she saw the negative sign haha... then did a check up and all, everythings alright YAY! all the nurses reaction were like " wow, so big liao, 16 yrs liao...." even the doc also got this reaction...[he was the one that carried me out of my mom's womb!] haha, he still very shuai leh... despite the 16 yrs LOL

went shopping after that.. bought lotsa clothes, bags...HAHA. tok very long with the salesgirls they very nice (: they from NP too haha then was telling me how good NP is..

anw, i got a scare from the doc LOL. long story haha... went cold storage too, bought lotsa xmas stuff and best , we bought black pepper chicken YUMMY. [thats our dinner though]


lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

though onli these 2 yrs that we got closer, still we seem to share lotsa common stuffs haha.. most of the time, you know wad is gg thru my mind when i dun haf to speak a word. its jus always so nice to have u along with me, when i am down, happy, angry -.- its always my dream to haf an elder sibling, so that i can share my joy and worries with.. and i am glad that i haf you with me (: thanks for your encouragement during my exam period as well as the little things that u done for me... be it sharing your experiences and your advice.. its just so wonderful to haf a sis like you =D

u must do well for your exams too okie? promise!!!! may you stay cheerful always, and be my wonderful sister :P

with love,

your little sis

out with huiling aka miss late . indeed she was late AGAIN.... LOL

sat 53 to airport terminal 1... first time gg there on bus.. and so weird la, got security checks for every terminal ...abt 45 mins journey la.

was waiting for hl at the arrival hall, then saw lotsa ppl coming back, tourists coming in, tour guides shouting for their grps, ppl hugging each other, etc. suddenly i feel like gg overseas haha [3 more wks though]

in the end, hl alighted at terminal 2 -.- so she sat the sky train over... nothing much, jus touring ard, shopping, eating lunch, sitting sky train here and there... then we set off for bugis (:rather bored ard bugis le... i think i will not go there for like wks haha.. went there specially jus to get the tablet ear studs!!!! and this star earrings.. hl bought a black bangle for herself too =D
knowing that it gonna rain soon, so we quickly wlaked towards the traffic light, so that can cross over to bugis junction without opening umbrella ma, who knows it started raining ): so no choice lor, open umbrella haiz.. then best ah... walk halfway green light for the cars le!!! so we stopped in the middle lor, two of us with that small umbrella, and worst -- we wearing jeans, all wet la!!!! after that then we thought of folding our jeans up HAHAHA but it seems too late eh..

on our way, we saw seoul garden student meal quite nice though, we can have our dinner there eh (:

cf FINALLY got her call from cafe cartel =D at least they called you haha. she told me lotsa stuff... but still i think its better than wasting time [jus like wad i doing everyday] jus realised i got lotsa things to buy this wk!!! xmas gifts for frens... sis and parents' birthdays coming up too.... OH NO. SUPER BROKE!!!! sobs.... AH. i know, mayb i can buy xmas when i am overseas during jan. its abit late, but its better than nothing haha..

on NEL, its super crowded that we had to stand throughout the journey haiz frm outram to kovan ): and guess wad, we saw this family, parents with a 4-5 yr old daughter... the daughter is like a little princess being pampered by her parents... her dad actualy brought the laptop along, and showing hi-5 for his daughter to watch la! then the princess wanna sleep, so they took out the pillow for her to lie down and sleep zzzzz.. the dad then took out a book, and start fanning her...haiz.. hl n i were like saying she really living like a xiao gong zhu lor. little princess ah. so young already being pampered by parents tsk tsk.



sky train approaching whee...



familiar?



MERRY CHRISTMAS!



WOW =D

mini cambridge dinner with clique!!!!!!!

PASTAMANIA!!!!! yummy (: had a great time together....

before we meet up with cf and serene, hl and i went to shop ar bugis! the shops there is like never-ending one leh haha.. went BHG first, cos i got $ 75 voucher... so we tried lotsa clothes LOL. then bought a tee, jacket.... hl bought a skirt from bum. its very nice!!!! she paid $5 nia, cos i used my voucher for her (: [ this shall be your xmas gift eh. joking joking..]

then went on to bugis village, the place where cf brought us... saw lotsa nice stuff... but $$$ limited. so haiz... anw, guess wad, all the things i bought today all GREY! hahaha... suddenly so obsessed with it dunno why -.-

my achievements:
- grey tee from surfer paradise
- grey jacket from surfer paradise
- grey tee form bugis village
- white belt (:
- black jeans

when we walking back to BHG from the village thingy, to meet serene and cf, something happened!!!! haiz. its abt the ad thingy. shall nt tok abt it cos its................. [enough laughing fm u all le la!]

* saw this ear stud, its the medicine tablet de!!!! so regret didnt buy la! haiz. *




cf's baked rice!!!! its very cheesy and yummy =D



hl trying out the pepper sauce haha.. and its very spicy!!



PASTA MANIA * loves*



serene & cf!!!!!!!!!!



lings!



mine!!!!!! clams with speghetti (:



hl's tuna and bacon...



creamy clams soup (:



serene's mussels and clams!!!!!!

ytd went out with huiling, serene and cf!!!!! serene finally having off haha..

waited at hougang mrt for A LONG TIME. thanks to the little miss late (huiling) -- i suggest u shud buy this tee LOL.

printed lotsa scores at esplanade library.then went raffles city to have lunch ate burger king (: nothing much overall. shopping at bugis then to bugis village ( a place i never been before haha. cf brought us there) its really a great place where u get nice, fashionable tees, jeans, shorts, etc.

tmr gonna job hunting with cf @ amk hub. then FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! our mini cambridge dinner eh.. haha.

took lotsa photos ytd. oh ya, thanks eh hl for helping me find the zoom button LOL



this is specially to thank hl HAHA. SOTONG QUEEN!



fine la , i know i do things rather slow.



serene!!!!!! this looks rather cute (:



cf!!!!! wanna find another soton de, but dun haf le ): nvm, sea horse also not bad la, princess sotong xD



cool eh? albert einstein?



pirates of caribbean!!!!!



ah... ferris wheel (:



WOW =D



macs! yummy..



pirates! huiling, your fav haha.



drawings by kids. all very nice!!



cute right? the babies haha



this reminds me of johhny depp in POC -.-



the art work the kids did using crocs. can see this when u walk to esplanade (:

THANKS HUILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she found the my lucky star soundtrack (: ( the one which i broke earlier on)

million trillion thanks!!!! wahahah...muacks =D

thanks mom ((: for my belated birthday present!!!

went out with mom to upgrade my plan and of course to get my new phone --- nokia N76 .. wanted the red one at first. but the shop left with the last set and is black de. haha. black also quite nice la. not too bad, quite class-looking.. LOL cost $277 total cos we bought a 1GB memory card since they having offer.. anw i having a hard time trying to figure out how to use cos its so different form other nokia models i used. hopefully by monday i will get the hang of it!

trade in 3 phones haha...then mom bought a new phone herself too --N81 :)

YAY!!! cf u back! we can go job hunting again... these days very boring ah. finished watching dramas.. tree of heaven & my lucky star indeed nice!!!!!!!!! highly recommended (: whee...

*jus asked my mom's fren son to help me ask whether thye still hiring ppl at best denki not, since he working there now.. haiz hope i will be receiving good news frm him*

holidays are jus jus jus so boring... everyday all i did were eating, sleeping, toking, watching dramas, and then continue the whole cycle AGAIN. arghhh... how many days do i still have to endure!!!! jus realised its onli 2 wks after o's! and i am alreayd bored till like that liao, cant imagine how i gonna spend my days for the next 2-3 months....

congrats hl! ur phone's fixed (: whee...

today is prom night.. but i m not going haha. cos feel that its waste of $$ la. the $75 can spend on many things.. plus 75 dollars is onli the tix, how abt ur dress, hairstyling, etc. it gonna cost really alot!!!!!!!! and u go there is like jus eating, smiling, taking photos... plus we dun really know everyone right.so .... why not we jus hang out with our close frens.. and spend the 75 dollars watching movies, shopping plus dinner! no fake smiles, no cold stares, nothing!! jus wishes form all our buddies... isnt that nice as well. feel that it will be a great graduation dinner too (: so my dearie frens, dun forget abt our mini cambridge dinner =D

sec 4 life coming to an end... starts to miss..

the sch i been to for 10 solid yrs
the route i used to walk to sch everyday
the white cat i saw every morning
the friendly neighbours who greet me every morning
the group of ppl doing tai-ji
the walls of the blocks of flats painted beautifully by pl gals
....

the familiarity in pl
the sense of belonging as we enter
the caring teachers that helped us along the way
the frens and buddies we made over the yrs
the trust we cultivated within one another in cca
the food in the canteen/gift shop
the field that we ran throughout the 10 yrs
....

pl has indeeed became my second home. a home that i can truly be myself and have fun with my close pals.... but it all seems to end soon.


如果时间能够停止在这一刻,那该有多好啊!!!

today was HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!

walked until our legs wanna break liao... i think we walked more than 2.4 km. long story haiz.

and ytd night didnt really sleep well.. cos i bought the my lucky star show soundtrack that afternoon... then ytd night wanted to listen before i sleep. who knows, i broke the disc into half! SOBS. i jus bought one leh! plus its the last copy already.

so......... if someone buy me that for xmas present... i will definitely LOVE it, and of course lurbb the person lotsa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shall try my luck asking cd shops again these days.. hope i can find it soon (:

job hunt with huiling today....

roam ard heartland mall, hougang mall and compass point. was rather fun and interesting, but tired haha. written abt 4 applications. and finally we got a job!!!!!!!!! its at serangoon village, well better than nothing. at least i got something to do instead of stoning at home LOL.

tmr gonna give flyers thanks to huiling la! long story haiz. hope we get to earn some $$$ (:

had lotsa fun today @ sentosa with huizhen (:

wad an exciting and unusual outing LOL




at the bookshop in cathay..




on the beach tram. HAHA we were actually on the wrong direction of the tram. then we quickly alighted and hopped onto the right one... luckily we sat the tram la, or else we will be drenched HAHA




interesting signs on the tram =D




wad a great masterpiece!!!

hz and i with this lovely dog --- cheby!!!! this dog belongs to this VERY FRIENDLY caucasian... we chatted for abt 45 mins or so. then he even left his dog in our care.. cos he went to get stg. so we brought the dog to a stroll... he is really very friendly and nice.

hz & ml

zhen zhen (:

my hat looks cool??? hz said i looked like korean in this photo LOL

nice scenery... was san -tanning haha

mascot of the song of the seas!!!!!!!!

ml & hz @ sentosa....

breakfast!!!! haha