omg ytd night got 2 dreams. 1 happie, 1 sad.

first up. dreamt that my grandma pass away. seriously the whole funeral everything so real. scary sia. everyone was there. cousins, aunties, uncles, nieces, etc. i dared not tell my parents wor. so secret ah ppl! :X people always say dreams are oppo of reality, so i shudnt worry too much isnt it?! though i am not close with her, still, she's my granny~~ a fact that i can nvr change forever.i do have some memories i have with her. but haha she still dun like me alot though. when she talked to me alone in the room, she nvr fails to talk abt these 2 cousins of mine whom she dotes on ALOT. everything regarding me that i told her, be it in sch or holiday, it will eventually be link back to korkor and jiejie. this never changes, not even in this 17 years of my life. i dont understand how can someone show favouritism so much to a person! i dont understand how can she not bother abt i feel! i really dont understand such stuffs. in fact, i chose NOT to understand cos it will not change anything. no matter wad i do or say, things will be the same.

next is a sweet one. went shopping with huiling, serene and fangy! we bought bubble tea, catch up on each other lives, watch movie~~~ this also very real HAHA. its like wad we always do?

okay, so today marks the last day of the term break! had to return to sch reluctantly. wads up next in sch? oh wells, results :(((( DIED. totally forgotten abt it, until parents actually reminded me this afternoon. went shopping movie GSS with np peeps during the hols... happie of cos! hahas! onli 1 disappointment - din managed to catch up with sec sku clique~~ SIANZ. they are busy mugging for their block test. couldnt do much. haiz. but promised to meet up after their block test le.. when will that be? hmm meanwhile we hang out in my dreams k. better than nothing!!

back to sch. life's back to norm. lectures. tutorials. jap lesson. 151. reaching home in the night. lesser dinner with family. lesser phone calls with dearest. more smses? less dramas. less tv. more daddy car rides. oh well. wake up manling! ITS BACK TO SCHOOL!