YESTERDAY WAS A NIGHTMARE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!

unlucky day ahead.

went out wif sis to celebrate my results. met at somerset mrt, and i was early! for the first time this month. waited for sis. then head off to cineleisure for lunch. lunch was yummy!!!! ate at hip diner usa -- chicken wrap plus raspberry cocktail. then sis ordered this jumbo blakc pepper sausages n ice cuppocino. then all ran out. so sis switched to normal sausages n hot cuppocino instead.

wanted to catch a movie. but reealised nothing nice is showing on screen. so went for shopping spree instead.i believed we comb the whole of orchard area liao.

guess sis became the shopping queen ytd!!!! she bought lotsa things.

dinner was at this small little tiny stall near OG. the food there was so delicious and prices r reasonable --- ate miso ramen.

sis then sent me home.then on the way back, bus 113 almost crashed into another vehicle.

that's how suay i was ytd.


here's the beginning of the nightmare:

dad was fine all the while... then at 2 am!!!!!!!!!!!!! mom woke me up. and said gotta quickly get changed n rushed to hospital. and at this point of time, i still have no idea what is happening. so i got changed, then dad, mom n i set off.

went to hail a cab. and mom scolded the taxi-driver. cos the uncle asked which route we wanna take to TTSH, then mom was like" any way la, as long the fastest to reach there" basically mom was really worried n panicked.

dad was not feeling well, he claimed that his heartbeat beating very fast, so he very chuan lor, then the hands n body all very cold.

at TTSH:

immediately register. then only one accompanying visitor allowed with dad. so mom went in. and i was made to wait in the waiting lounge. i was super worried la. i dunno wad to do. i cried n cried.

3am. then 4am. through out the whole time sititng there, i witnessed the paramedics, ambulances sending all the emergency cases..... it was really scary n terrifying. life n death.

then here comes this big group of gangster like ppl. body full of tattos n everything. i was scared. they were sitting there too. waiting for their fren cos i overheard that dunno wad this guy hit the gf, then they were scolding n everything, police asked them some thing too.

i waited n waited n still waiting. i cant control anymore. so i smsed hl. i know she was sleeping and of course her phone was off. but i dun care. i jus sent her an sms. then i prayed. i felt much peaceful.

then the police here again. this time bringing in convicts. they were handcuffed n legs were tied together with this band thingy. dunno wad happened too.

5am. finally i saw mom coming out. she said" dad's fine now. basically he's fine all the way. its jus dad drank a cup of coffee at night. then doc said mayb he not use to drinking coffee late at night, so it s jus the effect of caffeeine." then dad did the lbood test, x-ray n everything. all very normal healthy. then mom went to ask the doc why no medication given. the doc said" it will b fine later. n i got no medication for that." then i laughed haha.

no cab at TTSH. so walked all the way down to ocmmuniable disease centre.then finally a taxi in sight. it was already 5 plus 6am when we reached home. finally i can sleep well.

i was just so worried abt dad. many stupid dumb questions were going on in my brain. "i haven even give dad the father's day gift!", etc.

afterall, i realised that how much i love dad. and i was glad n relieved that i was not in jap with handbell mates. cos if i were in jap, then i wont b able to accompany dad thru all these! i really cannot imagine that dad was here in hospital, and there i was in jap haivng fun with frens.

at that moment, i m able to feel the pain of losing someone i love once again.... last time it was granny, and i was so afraid that this time..... when i was sitting there for 3 solid hours, i did lotsa thinking... treasure n cherish all the ties we have with families, frens,etc. how i wish that someone could be there with me during that time.... but i know it wont. so all i could do is pray.


HAPPY FATHER"S DAY. dad, i love you (:


*thanks huiling*