spoken to serene about this issue:

but i still clueless of what to do? should i continue to lie and ignore my true unhappiness? or tell them the truth in a stake that things will change?

wait. but things ARE already changing isn't it? if you all have realised.

friendship is a type of relationship. and having to built that relationship take years. yet it is so brittle that i'm afraid i'll be the one that destroys it.

should i or should i not? :/