the weather's getting chilly these days..

as you know my house was on aircon 24/7 hrs.. so it just got even colder at times. it was just 5minutes ago.. when i had a convo with daddy.

we were just on a topic of weather's chilly and all. and then he told me ever since he fell sick previously and on long term medication, his body wasnt as strong as before. he felt cold easily... and when his friends shake hands with him, they would comment his hands to be icy cold.

it was then that i felt a sense of indescribable feeling. i felt hurt. heartbroken. cause i'm helpless. i couldn't do anything to give him warmth.

instead, all the time, he was the one that provide warmth for me. his mighty heater hands. his warm hug. i miss everything of that.

daddy, i might be ignorant of your body condition. i might not know how terrible it is to be on medication. but please stay healthy and strong-er for our sake. we love you much more than you know.

yes, i do love you.