somehow i got a feeling that the previous semester did really put a test to our friendships. of course, some of us got closer with each other, some were rather more distant....

was having a casual chat that day and a question suddenly struck us "when's the last time we managed to meet up together? full strength." i couldn't answer. or rather we couldn't recall that particular moment.

oh wait. is there such a time? i wonder.. when can we all really meet up besides birthday celebrations? even for a simple thing like dinner is so difficult to most of us nowadays....

on another note, when you said nasty things about someone, have you thought about the fact that she's my friend? she's someone whom i am close with. you might not like her, but if she's courteous and nice towards you, can you try to accept her? maybe not someone you are close with, but at least a normal friend.

i hate being caught in between. it hurts and i will get really lost.