caught 911: phone calls from towers on CNA.

thats when after 9 yrs and i finally understands the whole incident of 911. several true live stories were brought up in the show, and could really see the pain in their family member's eyes... those cruel facts seem so yesterday that they remember every single bit of that 11 September so vividly.

something saddening was some of the people there was simply dropping by the world trade centre to pass documents at that very morning. yet they came across the event. one of them was even heading back just to clear his desk as he's offered a new job the next day! this kind of thing is really fated. when you are meant to die on that day, even you stay at home you might just zz off taking a shower, eating your lunch, choke on your saliva, or rather sleep and never wake up....

on a brighter note, these people was given the time and opportunity to call / drop their loved ones a message.. telling them how much they love them and reassure them they'll be okay even when they know deep in their heart, they wouldnt.... such "i love you" is most sincere..yet saddening.

the cruel fact was the family members was able to watch on national tv the entire process of HOW they take their last breath off this world. it is during such times when you wanna do something helpful, yet you have no idea how. the feeling of helpless and afraid...how true.

afterall, its been 9 yrs. though ppl often say time heals all wounds, yet the pain remains forever.