daddy had chest aches in the morning. i left for work, thinking it will be fine later on. it was pouring damm heavily! thanks qihui for helping me carry laptop since i have simply no hands for umbrella :( all wet. drenched.

meanwhile on the other side, mommy accompanied daddy to 24 hr clinic. and did x-ray. his artery was clogged on the right side by 80%! left side mild, 20%. too serious, uncle fetched them to hospital immediately. the clinic doc then gave my dad 1 pill to swallow so as to prevent it from clogging within next hr! its this pill that saved his life man.

did bypass laser operation. wow now everything so advance, only take 25mins LOL. in ICU for 2 days i think. if everything turns out well then head to normal ward.

received mommy call at 12pm "gal! come hospital quickly. your dad had heart attack!" off i go! told my buddy, and he rushed me to go immediately, said u can take cab, i helped u claimed. thanks man!

rushed over. everything kinda stablized. doctor's been great. he's humorous, explain the whole situation to mommy and i. nurses are friendly too. wow private hospitals really different leh! the bill was an eye opener too! but oh well. this kind of money cant be saved. 1 operation cost $10,000.. ICU one day $480, private nurse to care for $95... deposit before able to hospitalized $3,000...

rested in the holding area.. slept a little. ipod-ed a little. dad's colleagues and boss came. entertained a little. was dad's handphone receptionist for the next few days.

i really miss the times he was at home.
i was so afraid that i haven said the things i wanna tell him.
i was worried that the same old thing will happened again.
it was at that moment, i realised i love my dad deeply.

will you let me hold your hand again?

this time, i'll hold it tightly.

it was at such moments that i know my relatives are that nice :) this is what i called blood ties.its irreplaceable, just like you and i <3