just a random thought. why do we have so many things we wanna do, yet no time nor courage to complete it?

there's so many things i wanna tell her, yet i cant bring myself to say it out.

there's plenty of incidents abt my life i wanna let him know too, yet when i see him, nothing comes out of my mouth.

do i really have to wait for the moment that they leave me totally, and then regret? i always wanted to make even just a phone call over. no courage.

wanted to give parents just a little hug, end up they gave me theirs.

wanted to do little gifts for friends on their special days, nothing was done.

wanted to send a little encouraging note, yet i forgot.

have you ever found this gift somewhere in your house, that you wanted to pick it up, yet it bring lots painful memories?

have you ever cried badly to a song, yet you still listen again and again?

have you always wanted to phone a number, yet you have no courage to press them?

have you wanted to do something for someone, but something held you back?

i have.

was i even anyone's sunshine ever? feel such a weakling.

current addiction: chase - thats his name. and red dates :)