today supposed to be a happie day.. yes it was happie, but ended off rather traumatizing.

on my way home, 151-ed from school. guess wad?! when it turn right to the KAP side, it banged into this motor-cyclist. and yes! bingo! he flew out from his motorcycle and was injuried. cos its sort of green light, then there wasnt any cars, so the bus decided to give it a right turn, who knows there's this motor cycle that suddenly speed through. so bus driver din really saw, and ya the tragedy happened.

so i was sitting on the right side of the bus. with my earpieces on, preparing to sleep. then witness the entire scene. it's like just right beside me, except that theres the bus window separating it apart. thats how near it is. its just so real, so scary..dunno how to describe in words sia! the seat i am on is like the best view can. wth. totally trauamatized by it. its like the second accident i kena on bus this yr. can this stupid "curse" stop?! i really cant take it sia. its just too overwhelming for my weak tiny heart.

so ya, luckily the guy still conscious, he slowly walked over to the pavement and rest there. then we alighted and he was suffering from injuries, bleeding, etc. hopefully no internal injuries! someone called ambulance. but when i walked over to the bus stop at mac, the ambulance haven arrive wah lao lah =.= i got a feeling that guy is a np student sia. cos he look really young and his motor has got lotsa notes and was scattered all over the floor ~~~

everything's happened within a split second. when i thought its gonna be a normal day. boarding bus. put on earpiece. sleep. wake up. alight. i was so damm wrong. accidents are really scary. well, its not i wan to think abt it, its like so vivid, in my mind, etc HAIZ! phoned qihui immediately and he sort of calming me down..thanks dar. but still. i am the one witnessing it, you guys dunno how i really feel :(((((

if only i can turn back time.... saying bye to qihui and th at SIM bus stop. waiting for 151 patiently.. board. put on ear piece. safely turn right into KAP.. and the bus journey continues~~

wake up, manling! that's just a wishful thinking of yours. it has happened. accept this fact, gal. learn to cope with it and this is just 1 of the hurdles to overcome phycologically.