hmmm so today was LATE for my EAA workshop heehee! not on purpose ok. i left house damm early lah 7.50am -__- when my class is at 9am.. the stupid expressway not fast at all. jam until siao! no vehicle breakdown, no accident, no tree planting, nothing! dunno why jam also... lame lor! irritating lahs!

ended class at 3pm.. and headed for dinner@ pizzza hut with qihui, baka and teckhwee~~ yummy! but erm erm. we got a laughing virus there LOL. seriously leh! sometimes not funny, but just cant control sia. worst thing is baka and teckhwee keep purposely make us laugh de lor. think the ppl there think we crazy sia hahahahaah :X but we had lotsa fun and jokes so yupp! GREAT! oh ya thanks baka for waiting bus with me :D

and guess wad! i finish audit and fmgt tutorials! ok lah, i admit lor, with daddy's help! THANKS DADDY <3

was reading qihui's blog ~~ came to think abt.. when are we seriously satisfied? when we are rich? when we achieve wad we want? when we have a happie family? when we found our the other half? when we have a great circle of friends? when we climb to the highest position in terms of career? when we attain our self desires? when we get a new handphone? when we get all our needs? when we get our wants?

after thinking so much... i realised i do not know the answer myself. its like i was never satisfied. and worst, i do not even know when i will be satisfied! everytime when we tell ourselves "i am satisfied" after getting the things we wanted, but deep down in our heart, are we really satisfied? are we really contented with the things happening around us? people always say " be true to what your heart tell you to~~" but its very hard to attain that.. how many of us can really do what our hearts wants us to do! i dunno ~~~ i just find that i am still so indecisive and confused abt satisfication. maybe one day i will get it the true meaning of being contented. however. definitely not at this particular moment.

life is an irony isnt it?? when we wanna show concern to people, end up hurting them. when we wanna love them, end up hating them. when we wanna do well for exams, end up screwing it up. when we put in so much effort, our efforts will go down the drain~~ when we had high expections, we fall right to the bottom.. and hurt ourselves badly. when we try to pick ourselves up, we meet obstacles again~~

is this the little monster - LIFE?!