okie. now the updates for japan trip:

got call fm chris that tmr will haf to fill up this form in order for sku to subsidize. shit.

then ytd gotta confirm the room system thingy,
for the hotels nights (2 per room)
- gonna bunk with hl

then the hostel one (3 per room)
- joyce joining hl n i ....

but now ly dun seem to b going liao..... sniff... sobs!!!!

so i m in dilemmia

asked dad n mom abt it again...

dad: up to u. if u wan to go, i will support ur decision ... jus rmb to be careful overseas.

mom: i ll worry for u when u r overseas.... but u will soon grow up anyway so... if u think u can take good care of yourself, then go la.

i know my parents always say they want me to go.... but in their heart they still worry for me. cos i never been overseas on my own, plus i m their only child n precious daughter! i feel bad to go japan... and leaving them alone here in sg to worry for me..... the house will also b so quiet n they will be lonely wont they???

when i go for camps, things like "haf gal eaten???, did she kick the blanket again???, did she rest well?........" already gone thru their minds..... so if i m to go japan, ......................

i m lost again....