ytd came home rather late in the night.. and when i came out of lift guess wad?! yes the idiotic loan sharks came again to disturb -.- and since previously the police haf installed the cameras as those neighbour houses who kena splashed paint so now they super smart. attacked the first household~~ cos there no camera -.- wah i came out of lift kena shocked sia! ONE HUGE CROWD of ppl gathering there.. i thot murder case or sth LOLLL! then saw red paints all over and stuff. then the husband cleaning off.. poor thing sia suay suay~~ i dun understand lor why the ah long wanna waste money buy paints -___- cos not matter wad they do, they also haven return the money then come and disturb the neighbour for wad sia.. lame. and they just attacked again last wed, that time they splashed black paints on the letterboxes! wah heng sia, my unit one was just beside the one kana splashed phew!! lucky HAHA haiz~~ then the neighbour that owed them money also super idiot leh, dun wan return them money then got money change car here and then wth lah. my house was previously so safe and peaceful lorrr!

anyway enuff of those nonsense. back to my lovely day spent~ was out with dearies huiling, serene and rachel (: actually supposed to meet at 12pm and end up pushing until 1.15pm =.= whose fault?! not mine :D its serene HAHAHAA! well, accompanied them for ntu and nus open house (: had to say their hostels really nice sia, more like condos to me! and both the uni really very far lehhhhh i sit mrt and bus until body cramps lorr, perhaps its time to move to the west LOLL!

lucky there still got bus to go plaza sing LOL! where we start our shopping spree :X dinner was at nihon mura super yummy the sushi and stuff WHEE~~ our fav hangout LOL. i really got curbed my shopping addict lor onli bought 1 belt! i tried my very best liao HEEHEE.. then serene pang seh us lor she wan rush home watch the ToGetHer :( so left huiling and i shopping.... but had a great time lah cos SHOPPING ma..

had a long chat with russell last night as well~ hmmm life is so unpredictable isnt it? things could just change overnight? are friendships really that fragile? these questions are left hanging in my head LOL. had to say being the onli child is not that simple after all. most of us always envy to be the only child thinking that i dun haf to share things with siblings, haf the room of my own, parents love do not haf to be shared, etc. but how abt the negative part? there are simply more more negative issues .. you do not haf someone who really u can depend on and share ur worries sorrows with [unless you really got close friends], its a MUST for us to learn how to be independent.. it will be ME all alone in this world when my parents passed away in the future~ its really harder to be an only child. yes there's freeedom. but when we are afraid, upset, angry, etc who will be those around us? our friends (: maybe some things people say does not affect a person but it do affect us the only childs. perhaps we are too sensitive you may say. but i think is more of we really treasure friends more than others. cos they are our pillars in life. friendship is very important to us. being left out within friends is something we hate to experience. i believe everyone hates that kinda feeling. its just simple shows i'm not important, i do not haf a position in ur friendship circle, my existence doesnt matter at all ~~ it really hurts. it upsets not because you left me out, but because afterall our friendship doesnt holds.

[above is just how i feel after chatting haha]

oh wells, but i still believe true friends exist just like my wonderful cliques i have (: