this wk has been lets say, hectic yet happie moments in school (:

it seems life's been back to the good old times in high school. bus-ed to sch, breakfast, lunch, mug in library, bus-ed home. everything with someone you know who is reliable and will always be there for you. thats what it make me happy these days - safe, sound, stress-free, natural laughter :D

yeahh not forgetting, our weekly joke: butter-FLY.

this is the song that got me hanging these days:

wait till friday when i'm totally done with my report.

enriching and sweet weekend ahead (:

had a study session cum shopping spree with my happie 3 friends! LOL. esplanade library's the coolest and quietest to study in.. and of course we did some camwhoring ^^

pretty model for the day: jess in her awesome dress!

the pot is so huge that it fits our butts perfectly and so comfyyy!

huiling and jess (:

the big book of SINGAPORE.

this reminds me of.. can we pretend airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?

a camera exhibition made from cardboards.

i spot 2 children :D

this angle is awesome!

pretty durian..

too bad we cant eat it.

marina bay sands! me wanna go!

yeshh.. night dedication added to our memory!

you saw?! happie 3 frenz HAHHAHA.

pampered princess, a trying-so-hard-not-to-be pampered princess and a less pampered princess LOL.

perhaps, we should switch our clique to "pampered 3 princesses"? ♥

i'm so in love with this song now:

and and its such an honour this song went up the laser and song dedication @ fountain of wealth!!!!

idea by happie 3 friends ♥

gymed with daddy on saturday and yes i'm still totally in love with the awesome hair dryer HEE! felt quite sinful after gym since i'm attending the wedding ceremony.. awwww. it just feels great cos i have my beautifully maintained dried hair HAHAHAHA. mommy was jealous totally.

S for shopping sunday with SERENE. [note: 3 ass-es] HA.

had mos for dinner and hey! we spotted hui and fang LOL.

shopped from far east and yes we never made it to 313. hee. chatted for long hours about guys, friendships, marriage etc. and and and! we went into the mega crazy toy sale at takashimaya!!!! everything was so cheap so of course i bought 6 carebears! so regret, why didnt i get that eeyore~~~

here's the evidence of how happie we are:

oh yes. i drank clam chowder soup, sprite and milk tea LOL.

yes, i'm turning into a glutton. save me.

wedding bells today :D its been a long while since i attended such dinners.

pretty liked it till the very end. firstly we can DRESS in our best attire whoots. thats whr my long-kept dress can showcase its beauty! HAHAHA. secondly, the door gift is awesome. thirdly food taste yummy with my absolute chicken! fourthly might get to see your own friends and realised OH so thats how we're related. then seeing ppl getting drunk and all doing funny actions.

however, i still hate the first part of socialising when most of them are simply my parents' friends. but oh wells, shall learn to accept it since it will become handy in the future. but had to admit, they are really nice people (:

OH did i say my dad's friend is a joker? he came down and sat next to me suddenly and said "小姐，一个人啊？可以陪我聊天吗？“ HAHAHA. damm funny. i turned around saw him and start laughing. joke. such a failed plan LOL. then during photo-taking, he came and ask me stand beside him and wrapped his arm around me, then asked my parents eh can anot ah, dun jealous leh LOL.and my parents still can reply him "sure, we will just close one eye on that" HAHA. such a cute youngster.

one thing pissed me off was the bridegroom. he even asked his friend for a cigarette and lighter cos he told his wife that he actually kicked off that habit. wth.... ITS YOUR WEDDING DAY. and you couldnt even curb your urge to smoke. i was like saying "if that's my husband, it will be both my wedding and divorce day" :X the whole table actually said the same thing " you better really do that. when it happens on you, it'll different."

oh, will it? will i really accept someone like this next time? who knows, you know, inception is kinda in the trend now HA!

yepp!!!! i just completed this drama below. its awesome! cable taking too long.. so i couldnt wait for the ending hahaha! taiwan never fails me with their dramas, cos they have interesting places, pretty clothes and accessories :D most importantly, their stories always moved me to tears, just like those korean ones.

thats simply how a sunday went for me. cos no one is free to hang out with!

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she's just so CHIO. [dar, you got wad i mean but the word in caps?!] LOL.

i simply hate people who talked big, yet no action carry out.

do you know you are indeed such a pain in the ass. if you didnt know, now you probably know (:

oh so today's my company movie night :D awesome! as in great experience in the grand [typed great previously =.=] cathay. the movie was so-so. some funny moments along the way. but i had to admit i fell asleep at the start. basically too tired and boring :X

dinner-ed at new york pizza with gal after that. actually queued for astons. but its alr 9.30pm and we're still queuing.. so decided to leave and head for something else. had this super triangle pizza meal HAHA sounds cool heh, for COOL hougang's girls :D

roamed around thinking to shop... but shops are closed at nearly 10pm =.= singapore has really no night life!!!!!!! the night is still so young and everyone's heading back. aww.

i think i am getting used to my lifestyle. time past really fast when i'm with my friends, happie times were indeed short-life span LOL. ohoh! today we past by this dance school.. and one of the dance class reads: wedding dance! HA! care to take it?

my current addiction:

my new love:

i miss her and i still do.....

was surfing some poems thingy and came across this that fits me perfectly.

In my Rose Garden of memories
I see you standing there
An angel in disguise
Who taught me how to care
I long to hear your voice
for real not in my dreams
I am missing you so much these days
how empty my world seems
People say time heals all wounds
that someday the pain will subside
But Grandma I can tell you
I think they musr have lied
The emptiness I am feeling now
is strong and I am weak
These days go by without you
so deary and so bleak
In my Rose Garden of memories
I know you'll always be
for though your're gone
from this mortal world
In my heart you'll always be

i guess i have never told you this, but i love you, and i really do.

headed for stat review and saw huishan :D its like so damm small singapore hahas! kinda nice seeing her felt much closer in a foreign client place.

straight after that, cabbed to 313 to meet my sis-stars! dinnered @ botak jones. and WE REALLY SPENT ALOT. i managed to grab alot of nice clothes plus good deals. happily ever after, thats our slogan for that night.

crapped lots jokes and made fools out of ourselves pretty much while playing monopoly deal. oh did i say this game is way too fun (: but you know both of them like to use loo-ser methods to win :P

enough of this nonsense. i am practically no mood to write anymore english or rather england HA! cos i'm way too nervous for my napfa!!!! HOLY shit! 2 wks and i had to at least pass with a bronze after not exercising for 2 solid years. say WOW, people!

piccas:

our three perfect shots:

yet i still am wasting time here..

i have seriously no idea whats wrong with me. today i just got damm pissed over simple things. i got really angry with dad for not picking up my calls and relay the msg i wanna tell him. omg. why am i upset till i cried over such things.

i guess its pms.

heheee!!! so pretty mv!! pretty, cute, sweet, heart-warming guys. what more can i ask for? :D

somehow i feel like walking off, turning my back against them. i really dread working.

yepp. i was once just like this girl here. smiling happily and own the sweetest family and friends.[note: nothing's wrong with my family, i still have both loving parents] i'm just reminiscing a particular person who meant alot to me, be it in the past or in the future.

i know my parents are being considerate of not letting me know the truth. but do you know i really wanna know? so what if it makes me worst. at least i've got the answer. i can stop questioning. so... i did something which i shouldnt have done. i went to rummage through my parents documents before they got home, and indeed i saw what i really want. those articles and interviews, those court cases, the person who got off after 4wks..

afterall i failed in overcoming this. i took it upon as my fault to bring this misery to my family. i really wanna let go, but i cant. it never fails to bring tears and memories to me. its just hanging on so tightly to me that i cant breathe and lead my own life.

sometimes, i really thought i need a psychologist.

we stumbled across this book in NLB just nw - boyology.

yesh, as the name tells, its a book about guys (: relationship, friendship and how to handle them. sadly we reach a lil late, nlb was closing or else we'll have an enriching time reading it.

had a chat over dinner with the gals and i began to wonder..

money really very important? getting a rich boyfriend is one of the criteria? being perfect in looks is crucial just for the sake of marrying into a rich family?

wow. broad topics to digest. yes, i admit sometimes i do think of being a rich tai tai next time. but in reality, its impossible. i dont need a boyfriend who is damm rich. probably a family like mine earning an average income to fulfil our needs and wants.

have you thought of undergoing a plastic surgery? oh well. i really hope i can persuade my friend. apparently, her determination is too strong :/

what can i do?

current addiction: very into korean songs.

havoc in the night :) caught twilight eclipse with dar on the awesome friday! exchanged two complimentary tix previously. and had to say suntec cinema is dammm almost-no ppl less than 20 i think. and there's like couple seats which is super diff from those in cathay heh. HAHA.

and the entire movie we were throwing un-pop popcorns at ppl :X sorry but yeah. its fun, cool and exciting HA! while watching movie this flash through my mind. the song lyrics."its a damm cold night...." cause the theatre was freaking cold due to the chilly weather outside and strong aircon internally. somehow while typing this it kinda reminds me of the scene of jacob hugging bella to provide some warmth and his topless body =.="

oh well. roamed around looking for nightriders and got ourselves stranded somehow. ended up took a cab home. this time is dar's house to stay over :D monopoly deal-ed until 4.30am and off we go to bed!i should go get the cards and play it together with cliques!

did i mention, we went arcade before movie? the basketball station was great! our highest record: 444. eh. but we kinda ended up getting hurt :X got 2 cut on the elbow. din know i actually bleeding until i saw stains on my bag after the movie LOL. exaggerating but true.

now i know it hurts.

on a random note,

if you can imprint your life, what will it be?