tmr's gonna be the day i receive my results for internship. mixed feelings. perhaps i already have an idea of the grade i would get, still it seem un-real...

no matter what, all the best everyone (:

sorry if i'm emo these days. anyways hooked onto:

i dunno if you will ever get to read this, but thats the least i could do now:

i start to wonder when...

my parents asked me " girl, when your friends gonna celebrate your birthday for you?"

hmm. i wonder... i guess everyone's gonna be busy and packed with their own activities? sometimes i dont really wish for much, but just look at the fact of our weekly outings and you can really tell who's the ones who really made an effort in attending and all. its always the same number of us. for those, i really treasure. but the others, i should have long ago given hope on them?

anyways, i'm not really looking forward for my special day this year... after all this year's gonna be just a plain day, where i'll have a family dinner at the same country club..blow candles, make a wish, cut the cake, exchange gifts...

if things were turn back in a few years ago.. i guess it will be a wonderful and blissful day for me.

i love my parents and the little earthlings out there who put me in their heart (:

currently hooked onto:

lent hui this childhood cartoon of mine (: i remembered i used to rush home everyday just to bug my mommy to allow me watch chibi maruko chan [樱桃小丸子] and shinchan [蜡笔小新] ! hahaha. i even bug her to get more episodes of it for me.. i used to be so eggcited and happy about it whenever she got me new vcds for these two shows.

oooo and i guess i really watch a little too much in the past. even when i see the title now, i actually remembers the plot...

her heart warming family!

aint she cute?! i used to have her hairstyle :P

awwww. the grumpy face.

this week has been so so so fun! indeed a good way of ending september and welcome oct (:

Thoughts

Whether today you are sad or happy, confused or certain, in love or still searching; remember that everything going on in your head is okay. Do not be ashamed of your thoughts, but rather be ashamed of running from them. Life is meant to throw these things our way because they help us to grow. If we are avoiding our feelings with whatever form of escapism we choose, the lessons and growth are lost. Learn something about yourself from every experience. Take something away from every moment you think that no one else could possibly be feeling the way that you do. In reality, it is these very struggles and feelings that connect us together.

i love tumblr for having such inspiring stuff online :D

this week has been a pretty busy one for me, spend lotsa mon-neh. boo. but hanging out with friends been awesome!

the pics shall sum up all for the two parties on 22 and 23 sept (:

caught wall street today, hmm shall blog abt it another day (: meanwhile let me get high over f1 tmrz!

having someone who opens the door for you, take off your shoes and carry your bags when you enter the house feeelllllllllllll GREAT :D

I LOVE YOU MOMMY!

[this only happens once in a blue moon, so i'm treasuring it]

and HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MY DEAR JAZZ - for your info, this girl has been involved in three-quarters of my life! ILY ♥

mommy was brainwashing me to learn how to be a real lady....

she headed out yesterday coming back with shopping bags and one of them was to sasa [yeah if you know, its a cosmetic shop] i dont deny the some of the things there are really cute but i really dont have the time nor the skill to put on light make -ups. mommy said these were excuses... she insisted that being a girl of soon-to-be 19 yr old, one must learn how to portray herself as a confident young lady... and her mindset was with a good appearance and dressing style, it will boost one's confidence...

oh well, i dont deny that. its a fact. but coming to think of the trouble of having of putting on and washing off the chemicals on your face. its pretty annoying. you know, when i'm such a lazy girl and i am alr now waking up 1hr early whenever i head out, cos i take a million yrs to shower LOL. so can you imagine if i DO make up?! omg... my slp would be all gone...

on a ending note, i compromise a little. i told her i will put on light chemicals when attending weddings/occasions/balls etc. but to shopping hahah oh well see my mood (: one thing that really cute was she bought this heart-shaped powder sponge omg so freaking c-u-t-e. oh yes, and not forgetting this cupcake lip gloss ^^ girls are girls, nvr fail to be tempted by awefully kawaii stuffs.

currently hooked onto:

the gist of the story is pretty interesting (:

as the contents below tell, i am suffering from the withdrawal symptoms of you're beautiful :D

currently in love with both jung yong hwa and lee hong ki !!!! shant do a post on jung yong hwa since you can view from hui's bloggie. she has totally awesome photos up there.

hence here you go with a post filled with just him - lee hong ki :D

why am i not born in korea. that gives me a higher chance of "meeting" such kind of guys. you know he's just the type of an innocent relationship you would like to be in... awww. white prince HAHA that kind of feel.

note: he's merely twenty!!!! that brings us closer together heh. call me slow or wad. i just realised he's the lead singer from F.T. Island. ha!

smack smack, ling wake up from your dream.

why isnt there such guys in the streets of singapore, face the cruel reality man. forget it, i shall spend more time having sweet dreams :D

sometimes, a dream catcher is not required, just the right HIM!

a song i liked as a child. but this new version sounds fresh too (:

慨嘆世間的無常 抱怨碰不到對象
若這天氣難晴朗 來在雨聲中高唱
你我似海中木船 也會有高低跌蕩
每個波折仍捱過 誰在暗中保守我

大慨得失總有天意 氣候也有幻變時
曾承受了人生的驟雨 方知太陽溫暖
大慨一天總會開竅 勝負也淡淡一笑
我不需要自憐 其實幸福早已遇見

聽見半空的悶雷 也會怕得不去睡
暴雨天慶幸能夠 藏在我小小家里
你我似海中木船 也會有高低跌蕩
每個波折仍捱過 誰在暗中保守我

大慨得失總有天意 氣候也有幻變時
曾承受了人生的驟雨 方知太陽溫暖
大慨一天總會開竅 勝負也淡淡一笑
我不需要自憐 其實幸福早已遇見

大慨一生總有失意 世事也有幻變時
承受了人生的驟雨 方知太陽溫暖
大慨一天總會開竅 勝負也淡淡一笑
我怎可以自憐 從來運氣沒有缺少

one day i'll become one myself, just give me time (:

it tastes yummy and feeels so sweet, you little red heart :D

was i even once your friend? if thats how you treat friends, i guess it really hurts and say i'm weak or whatsoever, cause i really cant take that.

hooked on:

its an old song, still i love it :D

caught 911: phone calls from towers on CNA.

thats when after 9 yrs and i finally understands the whole incident of 911. several true live stories were brought up in the show, and could really see the pain in their family member's eyes... those cruel facts seem so yesterday that they remember every single bit of that 11 September so vividly.

something saddening was some of the people there was simply dropping by the world trade centre to pass documents at that very morning. yet they came across the event. one of them was even heading back just to clear his desk as he's offered a new job the next day! this kind of thing is really fated. when you are meant to die on that day, even you stay at home you might just zz off taking a shower, eating your lunch, choke on your saliva, or rather sleep and never wake up....

on a brighter note, these people was given the time and opportunity to call / drop their loved ones a message.. telling them how much they love them and reassure them they'll be okay even when they know deep in their heart, they wouldnt.... such "i love you" is most sincere..yet saddening.

the cruel fact was the family members was able to watch on national tv the entire process of HOW they take their last breath off this world. it is during such times when you wanna do something helpful, yet you have no idea how. the feeling of helpless and afraid...how true.

afterall, its been 9 yrs. though ppl often say time heals all wounds, yet the pain remains forever.

090910 marks the first time i stepped into mbs :D

the hotel is so high class until beyond words. do you know we cant even touch the mini bar to see what drinks are inside!? cos its sensored! then as long as it detects we opened to mini bar, we must pay for it... seriously. its indeed a typical singapore hotel LOL.

but the service and facilities is really top of the cream. next up perhaps we should try out resort world sentosa...

our roomie level 28 :D with a city view balcony!

lefty- hui, righty - me :D

bamboo deco which marks the cheena personality of us?

if only my study table is like this... i'll score an A HAHAHA.

tee-vee with starhub cable (:

57th storey skypark! *take a deep breath*

are you in that taxi over there?

city view (:

gateway to our palace LOL.

say CHEESE!

ferris wheel, can i ride on it again?

yes! my pretty mommy ((:

photos below please pardon our fats.

at the edge of the spaceship pool.

happie faces like this are rare (:

camwhore even in the pool!

beautiful sunset yo!

slim-lined bed..

yepp! its sun set!

bye, mr sun!

lady macbeth robes!

49th storey night view is in-describable HAHA.

princesses breakfast (:

mooning city view!

we're staying the one on the right.

hey yo! we're in venice!

gondola :D

hey yo esplanade!

heya city!

satisfied customers from MBS (:

really thank mommy for this complimentary night over at mbs! hui has got really bad sleeping habits HAHAHAHA. wanna know more? i shall fill you in next time! was freezing to the max yesterday and couldnt sleep, cos no xiaopang :( booo.

anyways, i really enjoyed myself especially the views and pool experience!
next eggcitement up: F1 race on 25 sept!

currently hooked onto:

precisely, thats hui. that blur-as-usual retard. but... it did make my day (:

3 more months to go and here we are welcoming 2011... time really travel so fast before i could even realised.

they say time will wash off our wounds. lets see how true is that? (:

before that, i wanna enjoy my september!

can i have one of those? thanks, i need sleeping pills too. been suffering from insomnia.

september is gonna be a good good month (:

been rather busy with farewells as 2 of my dear friends is leaving after this summer, to be precise this friday! sians. why is everyone leaving sing heh. anyways. catch up a lil here and there, gossip about pri & sec sku mates. hahah those ppl we hated. LOL.

and and and! we finally took neoprints after 7 yrs! and we notice technology has indeed advanced! the backgrounds, wordings, cute stamps all improved HAHA. whats important is we look really dolly in the neoprints :D shall wait janice to load the photos up.

ohoh. and daiso in ps renovated!!!!! okay i'm slow.

on the bus, we'll never forget to camwhore!

shopped till our legs ache.

even if it's just a mirror, we will make full use of it HA!

zhen zhen :D

fang! see lar, we all funny faces lehh.

all in all, 3 important dates to remember this month:

9 sept - MBS stay! [mommy agreed to upgrade our room to deluxe by merely $20!]

22 sept - pamper-est princess bday!

25 sept - F1 RACE :D